|How lucky are those that find true friends|
I am one of the lucky ones
Tonight via Facetime it shook me to the core of how much this illness has cost me. And sometimes it's just too much. I cling to the beauty that I am lucky to have had so much to lose; I will tell you one thing I have learned, I never needed to get ill to understand this fact. I have learned a lot about myself and how to push on when you think you can't do it another second. I have learned what it feels like to be isolated and compassion for those that have never known any other way. But I never needed to learn what I had to lose, and for anyone out there waiting for some big event to show you, I have learned to find a place in my heart for you that it took you so long.